ily*

so i was suppose to sit here and doin nothing..
well apparently that is something that i did for an hour and so..
seeing madre's staff preparing training and madre's kinda cranky today,well i can't even blame her,really..because she's been busy since her partner left her to KALIMANTAN,(ouh..let me go too).
currently listening to ashley tisdale-be good to me, and my mind again wandering around
like the lyrics "i wanna believe in you,so why can't you be good to me?" what if i don't need that kind of thing,i know this song represent REALTIONSHIP as for me all my relationship(s) turned out to be RELATIONSHI(T's).
Being single is better than sorry,.so sorry ash,but yer song is so weak..so boo-hoo..
I heard the clicking when madre's typing something and she can't be disturb at all,urgh..it kills me
then yet again rft* text me and he said he wants to meet me today, and just yesterday he said i love you..
the three major words that had ability to make anyone on this earth melting..BUT NOT FOR ME.
By the time he said that (we were baccio-ing), i started to LAUGH,ALMOST PUKE, got that kind of reaction he stopped doing our activities and looked into my eyes really deep,though i shud say he has a beautiful eyes with bold eyebrows any girl cud fallin for him,yeah but once again NOT ME. So i said "I LUST YOU TOO"
at least i said it..lol
gotta go,madre just asked me to go with her now..
ciao!